Sunday, November 2, 2008

Day 1 AIR Life Assessment

Today I cleared the cobwebs over the washer and dryer in the basement. Years they've been there. Today I just did it.

I liked the "Bridging the Breach" exercise and saw that my breaches, my gaps are not that bad.
My one step gaps are:

  • putting needs of others before my own
  • get to "rarely" with irritation
  • feel less overwhelmed
  • feel more joy/enthusiasm
  • engage more creatively (in anything I do)
  • inner peace (I intend to always be one step away from this one: as you move to the next step then the following step of inner peace reveals itself to you)
  • relation with the creator - same as inner peace, you're never there, always one step away.
My two step gaps are:
  • self esteem
  • relations with friends
My one leap gap is physical health.

My huge leap is: relation with lover - I guess that's a huge leap because I don't have one yet!!!

Then 'my home' exercise was very telling as many of my responses were "no". The exercise confirmed something I realized very recently. It's time for me to leave my parent's home where I squirreled myself away to start a business. The business has wings now and it's time to move back into my own space. To this question: "If my home were an exterior representation of aspects of me and my life, what would it say about me?"
I responded: I am not living my life...I am living a shared life.

My evaluation of myself is not who I am.

...with peace love and joy, your journey sister Romana
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