Saturday, November 15, 2008

Day 14 WATER Releasing Victim Thinking / Choosing Your Life

I loved reading today's details in bed last night. When asked to create a noble question one came to mind IMMEDIATELY which I wrote right into the book:

How can I be more vibrant and strong?

This IS THE question, and this morning I know that I must honour it deeply as it is what my soul wants for me.

So, today, I live with this question and I report back to you tonight.

Must report now!

12:25 PM - chose Nia instead of sitting at my computer
1:25 PM - chose a luscious green apple instead of raisin toast with butter.
mmmmm-I'm loving this question - the day continues...
all afternoon - visitors, started laundry - and munched on unhealthy snacks at my computer - does that make me more vibrant and strong - no, it doesn't. Do I feel disempowered? Yes. How can I make myself feel vibrant and strong right now? I can take back control of how I feel. I can choose to feel differently. Yes!
I'm loving this question - the day continues...
6:00 PM - watching a movie, a period piece, a romance. I feel like I'm reigniting the romantic side of me that's been suppressed for so long. This is vibrant.
I'm loving this question - the day continues...
Today was a great day, so empowering, and empowering because with these intentional thoughts I can see clearly all the choices I have before me. To me, today's chapter made this abundantly clear. I loved it.

I read the transition pages to Fire Week, with the fires raging in California and our thoughts with all those who have lost their homes or in danger of it, I feel like entering fire week with great respect to its power to wipe clean and start anew. I'm looking forward to that...and praying for the victims of the fire in California.

who i am is enough just as i am